the crisp night air is the most beautiful existence i have encountered these days. so perfect and cold, wrapped in a down comforter, peaceful, head to my pillow, complete cast away to sleep.
these are my favorite kind of days. the ones where my mind slows down, my thoughts take turns, backing up, straightening into a single file line behind one another. just living. i get so worked up, so worried, so anxious that i'm not doing all of the things i need to be doing with the rest of my life right now. i worry about the future and know "this is what i want to do"; why am i not doing it right now?
these days have been doing not thinking. i've been taking a small business class with JVS and learning so much about running my own business. i've been so inspired as this tiny little dream has become tangible in my very own hands. solid to touch and growth that is measurable. and i'm just living it, making it a part of my day, doing the things that connect my right now to my way in the future. and my mind is spinning.
this idea, this dream, this perfect reality is developing in my mind. i know what i want to do with my life. this is it. it will all be revealed in good time.